i kinda like being busy. although i do miss my tumblr and i dont get to check my email, i’m not really wasting time just watching tv and surfing the internet (oh but how i do love wasting time watching SVU and going on tumblr). im out doing something!! im meant to be out there doing something!! i relish my breaks and whatever down time i have, and i feel stressed when im under pressure from what little hours of the day we have, but when i look back at what i have done, i feel accomplished. I always knew how good it felt to accomplish things, but now that i accomplish things that actually matter for the future, DAMN does that feel GOOD. 

im in class for nursing fundamentals and im getting so excited over starting everything. Although i felt a tinge of jealousy over LVN students who get to start clinicals waaaaay sooner than we BSN students do, im sure the things we learned are worth the wait. but i still wish i was in the hospital sooner XD

i really like my professor. she’s straight up, and gives lot of good examples of what to expect. and its only been 3 hours of class!! im getting goosebumps over the excitement and i cant wait to graduate from here!! 

ive always wanted to do nursing since i was young, but it wasnt really a passion; it was more like i didnt feel like i can do anything else. but now, i really want to do it. i was scared that all the blood, gore, emergency situations, wounds, diseases, etc would scare me off (it really breaks my heart to see pain ((unless i hate you ahahahaha jk)) and the see all these different kinds of things that happen in a hospital) but after these 3 hours of class (still 2 more to go) i feel a passion rousing in me.

im so excited!!